So my last post ended with me and Ty at a christmas party. After the party we went to his parents house and waited for them there. We talked a lot and kissed until we heard them come home. We watched tv with his family until they all went to bed. Me and Ty just stayed watching tv. His dad said for me to just stay the night because I had gotten so tired and that the roads were sheer ice. Now that made me happy. I get to sleep next to my love. His parents went to bed and we started to make out. Me getting paranoid I look around. Thank god I did. His little brothers door was open. He walked over and closed it. He came back and laid down next to me. I curled up to him and we started to kiss again. I could feel him against to me. He liked what was going on. He took off my shirt, and I did the same to him. He then pushed me over and sat up. He looked over at me and slowly took off my pants. He grabbed me and I got up and got on top of him. He was only the 3rd guy I had been with and was the biggest of the 3 by far. I felt like I was a virgin again. It took me a few seconds until the pain went away and pleasure replaced it. It was so hard to be quiet. He told me that his dad knew what was going on and that they wouldn't come out. I stayed at there house almost every day he was home.
Ty's Birthday is a few days after Christmas. As tradition they always go to Annabel's chowder house in Ketchikan. I guess while we were there my ex saw me. He lives just down the street form Ty. Ty's family and I had all went to the restaurant in his dads truck and I had left my car at their place with his moms car. At the restaurant his dad took our phones so that we had to talk to one another. When I got my phone back there were texts form my ex. He said that he saw me and asked why I didn't hang with him. Other than that it was a great dinner, as usual. We took a group picture before we left. I held hands with Ty on the way back. Our hands fit perfectly together. It just feels so right.
Back at the A's house we were about to pull onto there road when someone is walking across the sidewalk. It only took me a second to realize it had been Jay. I was trying to hide and hope he didn't see me. We pull into he drive way and all get out of the truck. I get out Ty's brother side because I was sitting middle. As I get out his brother looks at his moms car that we are parked next to. Looking at it the back window had been smashed since we were gone. It was dark out so we all grabbed out phones and turned on the flashlights. That seemed to be the only thing wrong. I heard Ty say my name and he was standing by my car. there were notes on my car. Love notes from Jay. Looking around my car he also wrote in the frost on the back window that he loved me and put a heart on it. I got so mad that I walked to the road and saw Jay at the other end of it. Ty was going to come with me but I told him to stay. When I get to him I look down the road to find Ty still standing there making sure nothing happened. I talk to Jay and he said he didn't do it. I look him in the eye and he is acting funny but I just thought it was because I haven't seen him for months so maybe he had just changed. he said he didn't do it so I went back to the A's house. Read what happens next tomorrow on my next post. :)
Monday, April 20, 2015
Ty Christmas pt 1
As I lay in my bed going threw Netflix just trying to find something to watch, I can't help but think of one thing. Guys. Him. I know he is the one. He was my first kiss. My first love. I don't see myself with anyone other than him. I try. I try to date other guys. They works for a little bit but then my mind just goes right back to him. Ty. Its just a long story with him. One that I am not emotionally stable enough to write.
But what I can say is about christmas break. Best and saddest break. He came home. Home to Alaska. I saw him at church with his parents. Walking past the car with my friend his dad yells out why I don't come say hi. I see Ty in the back and smile at his parents and keep walking. In church with my friend sitting in the front row with our friends and Ty's younger brother. I didn't notice they came in. Ty came up to me and stood in front of me. He opens his arms like he wants me to hug him. I stand up and hug him. He asks how I am doing and I say I'm good. Little does he know my heart is racing. I don't know what to do. He doesn't know that I have never stopped loving him. He goes back to sit with his dad. Church begins. Sitting in the front row I listen to what the pastor has to say. He talks about relationships. Saying that neither the male or female is dominant. He keeps talking.
Then an hour later it is over. I walk back to talk to his parents and talk to them. Showing new tattoos and the stories behind them. Feel like Ty just stares at me. Sometimes I feel like they are more like family to me than my own family. My friends go to the back of the church and talk. We were going to go get stuff for a party. Ty comes over and asked to join. My friends look at me knowing our past history. I agree for him to come with us. 15 min later we are walking to the parking lot. Ty and his brother race for my truck. Ty yells at his brother saying he needs to talk to me alone. When we leave we drive to meet our friends at a store. They didn't show up for 30 min. While we waited we talked. He tells me that he shouldn't have broke up with me two years ago. My heart is beating. My with has come true. My love has come back to me. Then my phone goes off. Its my friend Jenny. I ask what is taking her so long. She apologizes and says to meet her at Walmart.
We drive there and beat them there. He is still talking and I open the door. He says stop and kisses me. Oh how I loved to kiss him again. I get out of the truck and I walk over to his side. He says we have to wait a few minutes now. It doesn't take long for me to remember. He reminds me that I turn him on easily. After a few minutes we walk in. Walking threw the store we go to where there are christmas lights. I love them. Then he stops me. He grabs my hands and kisses me. He asked me if I was still a virgin. I say no. He has a face of relief. He says that he is happy to hear that. That way we can be together and not have me be emotionally attached to him. He then asked what should we look at next. I say auto. He gets a huge grin on his face. He says thats my girl and we walk over. My friend then texted me to come over the the front where the payed games are at. When we arrive we talk and get what we needed. I love that boy. He knows it. Still hurts me everyday. But damn. I love a guy with tattoos.
But what I can say is about christmas break. Best and saddest break. He came home. Home to Alaska. I saw him at church with his parents. Walking past the car with my friend his dad yells out why I don't come say hi. I see Ty in the back and smile at his parents and keep walking. In church with my friend sitting in the front row with our friends and Ty's younger brother. I didn't notice they came in. Ty came up to me and stood in front of me. He opens his arms like he wants me to hug him. I stand up and hug him. He asks how I am doing and I say I'm good. Little does he know my heart is racing. I don't know what to do. He doesn't know that I have never stopped loving him. He goes back to sit with his dad. Church begins. Sitting in the front row I listen to what the pastor has to say. He talks about relationships. Saying that neither the male or female is dominant. He keeps talking.
Then an hour later it is over. I walk back to talk to his parents and talk to them. Showing new tattoos and the stories behind them. Feel like Ty just stares at me. Sometimes I feel like they are more like family to me than my own family. My friends go to the back of the church and talk. We were going to go get stuff for a party. Ty comes over and asked to join. My friends look at me knowing our past history. I agree for him to come with us. 15 min later we are walking to the parking lot. Ty and his brother race for my truck. Ty yells at his brother saying he needs to talk to me alone. When we leave we drive to meet our friends at a store. They didn't show up for 30 min. While we waited we talked. He tells me that he shouldn't have broke up with me two years ago. My heart is beating. My with has come true. My love has come back to me. Then my phone goes off. Its my friend Jenny. I ask what is taking her so long. She apologizes and says to meet her at Walmart.
We drive there and beat them there. He is still talking and I open the door. He says stop and kisses me. Oh how I loved to kiss him again. I get out of the truck and I walk over to his side. He says we have to wait a few minutes now. It doesn't take long for me to remember. He reminds me that I turn him on easily. After a few minutes we walk in. Walking threw the store we go to where there are christmas lights. I love them. Then he stops me. He grabs my hands and kisses me. He asked me if I was still a virgin. I say no. He has a face of relief. He says that he is happy to hear that. That way we can be together and not have me be emotionally attached to him. He then asked what should we look at next. I say auto. He gets a huge grin on his face. He says thats my girl and we walk over. My friend then texted me to come over the the front where the payed games are at. When we arrive we talk and get what we needed. I love that boy. He knows it. Still hurts me everyday. But damn. I love a guy with tattoos.
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